Christmas 2020 was very different from previous Christmas’s. COVID-19 restrictions required that we not get together in groups, not inside or outside. Dave’s continued health decline created it’s own challenges in moving both inside and outside of the house. Good thing that we were able to move back into the upstairs kitchen, which seemed toContinue reading “Christmas with family”
Author Archives: Sabrina J. Adams-Schlag (Syryn TheVoice)
The 4+ Year Reno
It’s sometimes hard be believe that we have been living in a reno zone for over 4 years, but it’s true. Things are starting to come together thanks to my Father-in-Law. It appears that we might just be able to eat in the dining room for Christmas this year. With all of the challenges weContinue reading “The 4+ Year Reno”
It’s okay to be okay
Ask me how I’m doing You’ll get a different answer each time Expect me to be okay or not depending on the time Be ready for me to not want to share But ready for word vomit I am a very private person And find it hard to always share If I trust that youContinue reading “It’s okay to be okay”
The Raw Truth, Glioblastoma is @#*%)!
November 17 oncology appointment was not happy news. Tumor is still growing, Dave is trying the next option.
Rage, frustration and sadness
Deterioration of abilities creates rage, frustration and anger. Adaptation is hard when you haven’t had to adapt to body changes much in your life. I think this impacts men much differently from women, especially women who have had children, but then I have never completely lost the use of a limb. Over the last 3Continue reading “Rage, frustration and sadness”
Adams Family Summer 2020
Summer! The adventures of 6 and 10 year old boys. D & S really didn’t want to go away from home this summer. All they really wanted to do was stay home and play video games every day, all day. The weather was fine, but all the two wanted to do was be inside. TheirContinue reading “Adams Family Summer 2020”
Anxiety Overload
There has been a lot of anxiety around our house over the last 6 weeks. The children went back to school – virtually – which means mom is both teacher, coach and all of my other duties. The whole start of the HUB Online School was a mess which created a lot of anxiety. WeContinue reading “Anxiety Overload”
Chapter Three: The Bounty Hunter
The Bounty Hunter watched the patrons of the Cantina from a dark booth by the door. It was what he did every day since the incident. The incident, he clenched his fist. The only reason he was still here and had been here for almost a year. Most days he was able to drown theContinue reading “Chapter Three: The Bounty Hunter”
Summer Stability
July started off pretty rocky with the news that Dave’s tumor was growing. It hit us pretty hard as we have been fairly optimistic and positive through this journey so far, and that was a big blow to our optimism, but as always we pulled together and kept looking forward with hope. New chemotherapy, let’sContinue reading “Summer Stability”
And we thought 2019 was bad…2020 can just (insert your own expletive)
The last few days have been exceptionally hard for us. Confronting your own mortality at 40 isn’t something that we are prepared to do. Usually you are confronting the mortality of Grandparents, or maybe parents, but not usually your own. Now I have to prepare you that no one is dying immediately, but with theContinue reading “And we thought 2019 was bad…2020 can just (insert your own expletive)”